Day 29 In this past month, what have you learned

Boy oh, boy, like I mentioned before I started this challenge out just so that I'd commit to blog daily, at least for 30 days! I didn't really feel I'd glean anything from it, I think I can admit I was wrong.

• "Numero uno", I learned how much I loath taking picture of myself. After reflecting on it, its not just the weight gain but more the uncomfortable feeling of being the center of attention. I don't think there's a way to take a picture of someone and NOT make them feel the center of attention really.
• I learned that "time waits for no man", it literally feels like just yesterday I started blogging and not 5 years ago, I still feel as if I have nothing to say, I still feel as if I ramble Ad nauseam and I still forget that it's MY blog, which means it really doesn't matter if my posts consist of "rambling nothings"!
• I learned how much Big C is on my mind, and I wonder if I cross his mind in equal amounts. I guess a mothers natural tendencies are to nurture, it seems as if with Baby C it comes with ease, with Big C there's that fine line between being motherly and being a loving wife.
• I learned that I still have a tremendously hard time finishing what I start, but, there's always a but, I'm a certified expert in making the "To Do" list of things I'd like to start and never finish.
• I learned that I'm not alone in my thoughts and feelings, I felt totally "out of the loop" and thought I was wearing my age on my sleeve, when I barely knew where the shuffle mode was on my iPhone only to find out many don't even own an iPod, and that's not necessarily a bad thing.
• I learned that I have so many feelings towards my mother that with ease, I can express on paper but yet I dare not mention them in person, for fear of making her feel sad or feel guilty or lacking, when in all honestly, I feel there's no greater gift that she could have given me than, all she's given me thus far.
• I learned that the English dictionary needs a word stronger than "acquaintance" but not as strong as  "friend"....there are many people I've come to know in "blogland" who deserve more than the acquaintance status but I wouldn't have the gall to call them at 3AM when stranded at the airport either.
• I think what stands out the most after reading other peoples "30 days of blogging challenge" is that I'm honestly no different than anyone else. I eat, sleep, and breath for my family just like everyone else. I have feelings and errant thoughts that sometimes should stay in my head but often escape out onto paper just like everyone else. That I move, walk, and run to beat of my own drum....sometimes my drum beat is in tune with those around me, other times we're a metronomes beat off BUT......."That's just fine with me!"

I'm doing 30 days of blogging challenge! this is day 29, see the rest here.